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The Souls of Rain (Heavens Trilogy, # 1)
By Diana Nixon
COMING Out December 18th, 2013
Synopsis
The
secrets of the heavens had always been carefully guarded. Until one
day when the angels realized that what they used to believe in was
nothing but a cruel game between heaven and hell.
And Claire’s life is a part of
that game too. She is a guardian angel.
She
always thought that her existence was perfect. But perfection is a
very relative term, and no one is protected from making mistakes.
Everything
changes the moment Claire gets a new assignment. Guarding humans has
never been easy, and this time won’t be an exception.
Alan
Rosenford is a spoilt party-boy, whose life is a hurricane of risk
and adrenaline rush. His soul is damaged, his heart is bleeding, and
there are so many things he prefers to keep private….
The
words they have never said before …
The
sins they have never committed….
How
much does forgiveness of the heavens cost?
Or
maybe even the heavens make mistakes?....
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BOOK TRAILER:
Trailing my
fingers over the lines of your face,
Kissing your
lips and melting in your embrace,
Enjoying the
warmth and drinking in the moment,
Leading
multiple lives feels like a pure torment.
Falling even
deeper in love with you,
Discovering
all the things I never knew,
Evolving into
someone better and someone new,
I’ll stay
for one more day, or maybe for a few,
To build up
my strength to live centuries without you.
I’ll follow
you to the deserts and across the oceans,
Desperate for
changes and overwhelming emotions;
I’ll stay
with you on the earth, or follow you to the sky,
Only with you
can I breathe and feel myself alive.
Holding
hands, we walk between the silver raindrops,
With the
snow-white doves flying around us;
Leaving for
the memories we shared, lives ago,
Can we put
them back together? No one knows.
Look around
and tell me what you see,
There’s no
one else in sight, but you and me,
Chasing away
the darkness and stormy clouds,
Just the way
it was always meant to be.
Living like
there’s nothing left to lose,
No one to
forgive, no one to accuse.
When the
bridges of hope come crashing down,
In the
bewitching sounds of love we drown,
As we kiss
away each other’s worst fears,
Banishing
regrets, pains and bitter tears.
Take a breath
and wait for the long tomorrow,
If I
disappear in the shadows, find me and follow,
Rescue me in
the midst of my endless night,
Turn the pale
moon into bright daylight,
Make this
heart of mine miss a beat,
Only with you
is my soul complete.
Prologue
Three angels were standing in the middle
of a round, crystal room. Their long, silver cloaks were swaying
slowly in the wind; the rustle of their wings was the only sound
breaking the intense silence. One of them, a woman with curly,
strawberry-blond hair that went to her feet, raised her hand and a
huge, white cloud formed in front of her.
“The girl deserves to know the truth,”
she said to the others.
“This is insane,” a male angel
replied, shaking his head. He ran one palm through his messy, sandy
hair; his big, blue eyes seemed to be brighter than the sky itself.
“What if something goes wrong?” He stared nervously at the
picture appearing inside the cloud.
“We are losing control over her.”
“She’s right,” the other male angel
said. “It’s not safe to keep her here.” His golden eyes shifted
impatiently between his companions. “We need to send her back to
the earth.”
“You will follow her,” the woman
said, looking at the blue-eyed angel. He was the youngest of the
three of them, and his age was the only thing that stopped him from
breaking the order. He didn’t want to spy on anyone. He used to be
one of the best guardian angels, until one day he made a mistake and
was obliged to follow the orders of the top-ranked angels. It was the
worst part of his punishment; he hated being told what to do.
“You didn’t have to say that,” he
snapped, meeting the woman’s emotionless eyes. Sometimes it was
really hard to believe that she was an angel, and not a demon wearing
snow-white wings. “You know I would have never left her
unprotected.”
“Right.” The other angel smirked.
“Albert,” the woman hissed,
warningly. Her voice sounded calm, but the intonation said it all —
she didn’t approve fights between her subordinates. “This meeting
is over. I’ll see you two later.” And just like that she
disappeared, making the air in the room crackle. Albert grimaced at
the force of energy left after her disappearance. He wasn’t as
strong as she was, and the powers she possessed always made him
uneasy. He looked one last time at the blue-eyed angel and followed
the woman.
Left alone, the angel stared at the
picture of the girl he was supposed to spy on. The girl was a
guardian angel. She was slim and beautiful; with long, black hair and
big green eyes, shadowed by the curling lashes.
She was walking down the alley surrounded
by the age-old oaks, watching her fosterling. She seemed to be
relaxed, but in reality her every instinct was on alert. Her wings
were outspread, and though no human could see her like that, the
creatures of the heavens always knew when she was on duty.
“I won’t let you down, Claire,”
the angel swore in a whisper, making the cloud in front of him turn
black. “Never again….”
Chapter
1
I was staring at the file in my hands. It
was thick and heavy, and I didn’t have the slightest desire to read
it.
“What’s this?” I asked Bert, my
trainer.
“Your new assignment,” he said,
walking down the hall that led to the training rooms.
I raised my eyebrows in surprise. “My
new assignment? Seriously?”
“Yes. Why?” He opened the door to one
of the rooms and led me to the wall with crystal daggers.
“I was reassigned just a few days ago,
remember? No angel changes humans so often!”
“It’s
not your call, Claire. They
give commands, you
execute
them. Period.” He gave me one of the daggers to replace the one I
broke last night, trying to kill a demon following my fosterling. “Be
careful with the weapons. You are the only guardian angel who breaks
them so often.”
“I’m also the only guardian angel who
destroys the biggest number of demons.”
“True.” Bert smiled briefly, and
looked at the wound on my right wing. “Close your eyes, I will heal
it.”
I sighed and obeyed, waiting for Bert’s
powers to deal with the wound. It didn’t hurt much, but the feeling
wasn’t pleasant either. Guardian angels couldn’t heal themselves.
We always needed the help of other angels, whose powers were
different from ours.
My thoughts switched back to my new
assignment, and I sighed again. Bert was right, I couldn’t help
matters. And neither could he. He was just a messenger in this case.
I answered to him for my every step, but when it came to the orders
of Santunary, he was as helpless as I was.
No
one could ignore the words of Ledons — top-ranked angels. They
formed the Santunary: the highest and the cruelest governmental
authority, and the most respectful body of the heavens (except for
God, of course). There were no ‘ifs’
for Ledons. They accepted only ‘yes’
or
‘no’.
The last word was better not to pronounce if you cared about your
life.
Ledons were followed by Deerons, our
trainers. They guarded the gates of the heavens. No one could come or
go without their permission, even the souls.
Then there was us, the guardian angels,
followed by our loyal servants, the Pastreens. I didn’t know what
exactly their duties consisted of, but they were a real pain in our
necks; always watching us and laughing at our mistakes. Though
sometimes they were really helpful, especially when it came to doing
my hair or cleaning my wings.
“So who’s my new baby?” I asked the
trainer. We called humans our babies, because we felt like their
nannies that were always there for them, no matter how bad or good
they really were.
“Why don’t you open the file?” Bert
winked at me. Oh, no…it was a sign of bad news.
“Alan
Rosenford,”
I read the name, written on the file’s cover. “Who is he?”
“Just don’t tell me you’ve never
heard about him! How long have you been working in New York…for two
years? And you’ve never heard about Alan Rosenford?”
“I’m sorry to disappoint you, but I
haven’t.”
“Well, this is probably for the best.”
Bert smirked and vanished. Literally.
Angels always appeared out of nowhere and
disappeared as abruptly. But I hated when Bert did that. He never
answered my questions, and he always left without saying good-bye.
Not that it was the only unpleasant thing about my life. Nothing
about it was normal actually.
Sometimes it felt like my life was an
endless cascade of ups and downs. I could fly and I could walk; I
could save and I could destroy. Heaven was my home, and the days I
spent there couldn’t be compared with anything else; they were
special.
But there were also days that I had to
spend walking down the roads of sinful earth. Everything about them
was even and painfully predictable.
Unlike
those humans I guard, I don’t need to count seconds; I have a whole
eternity to live. I don’t need sleep or food, though cakes and
ice-cream are my weaknesses and the best things about my perfect
life.
I don’t have a family, and I never had
one. I was created by the heavens. I don’t have friends, but I do
have enemies. And all of them are demons — soulless, cruel
creatures that make people do things they will have to spend forever
in hell for.
My job is to protect humans from demons,
making their lives better and happier. Funny enough, I’m the
unhappiest creature in the world. It feels like my happiness is
always near, and too far away at the same time.
There are things that I will probably
never be able to understand. I don’t know what love means. It
always felt like something mysterious and too unreal. But unlike
humans, I can live perfectly well without it. As well as without
boys, parties and other essential attributes of every girl’s life.
But there is one thing that I can’t
live a single day without. My wings. They are my faith and an
essential part of me. I can’t show them to humans, and every time I
let them see me, they think I’m just a girl in my early twenties.
Too bad no human girl knows how to cross the distance between two
places in seconds.
I closed my eyes and imagined myself
standing in the middle of my sky-blue living room. I liked the color.
It reminded me of my true home and the sky that I liked gazing at so
much.
I had a two-bedroom apartment not far
away from Central Park. I didn’t have much time to spend there, but
there were times, like today, when I wasn’t on duty. My last
assignment, a five-year-old Annabel Walders left for a few days to
visit her grandparents, but I couldn’t leave New York, so she was
guarded by one of the local angels of Washington.
It was supposed to be a free weekend: no
work, no demons; only freedom and me. Yeah, too good to be true….
I looked back at the files I was still
holding in my hands. I never read people’s files. I liked making my
own opinion about them. No matter how bad or perfect they were, the
only thing I cared about were their souls. And even a criminal’s
soul can be pure. Because when people kill or lie it means that
demons win. It also means that angels lose. And we lose only if we
don’t take our duties seriously. Usually it leads to becoming
Pastreens. Or fallen. Both variants close the doors to the heavens
and leave us wandering around the earth forever. And no matter how
heavy the sin we commit is, we always want to be forgiven and
returned to the heavens.
Speaking of sins….
“Nolan, what are you doing here?” I
asked the fallen angel, standing behind me.
“Good to see you too, Claire.” He
smiled, taking a seat on my couch. The guy didn’t need my
permission to make himself at home.
Nolan was the only fallen who never
wanted to be forgiven. At least that was what he was saying every
time I asked him about his life. He liked living among humans. Though
I never asked him about the rule he broke to be kicked out of the
heavens.
“I heard about your new assignment,”
he said, turning on the TV set.
“Why do you even care?” I crossed my
arms, watching him curiously. I didn’t understand why Nolan liked
spending time with me. My life was a picture of everything he
couldn’t have.
“Because we are best friends. And
friends always care about each other.”
I
rolled my eyes. “We are far from being friends, Nolan. Let alone
best
friends.
You are stalking me. This is how it calls.”
“Whatever you call it, the fact remains
— I’m here, and I want to know how you feel about being Alan’s
new babysitter.” He smiled again, and I desperately wanted to slap
him in the face. God, forgive me.
“What is wrong with the guy that
everyone is so worried about me guarding him?”
“Nothing’s wrong. He’s a good guy
actually. He likes drinking, smoking, girls, and car racing.”
“Sounds like a typical description of a
good guy.”
“Sarcasm
doesn’t fit your pretty face, my angel. And Alan is
a good guy. You will see.”
“Can’t wait,” I muttered, heading
for the kitchen to get a piece of a strawberry pie I made earlier
today.
“How can you think about food when your
human is dying?” Nolan shouted after me.
I stopped and turned around, barely
breathing. “What did you say?”
“Alan Rosenford was taken to the St.
Mary’s hospital about an hour ago. He kissed a tree with a bumper
of his new car.”
No more details were needed. I closed my
eyes and sank into the red vortex of a bittersweet smoke that took me
straight to the hospital ward.
The moment I opened my eyes the smell of
drugs hit my nostrils. I hated hospitals. To me they always looked
overcrowded. Hundreds of lost souls, whose physical bodies died and
were not allowed to ascend to the heavens, were flying everywhere,
making people shiver and shrink from the pure cold they consisted of.
Humans didn’t see them, but I did. And they did see me.
“He doesn’t look good,” Nolan said,
coming closer to the bed where a guy in his mid twenties was
sleeping. He was on a drip; about a dozen multicolored cables went
from his body to the monitors on his left.
“I’m sure you wouldn’t look any
better being him,” I said, examining the numerous bruises and
scratches on the guy’s body. “How bad was the crash?”
“The boy will need a new car. But I
don’t think he cares about a few more scars. It’s not his first
accident.”
“You said he’s a car racer, right?
How often does he get into accidents?”
“Every week or so.”
“Does he even care about his life?” I
didn’t like people who risked their lives just to get an adrenaline
rush. It meant their souls were hurt. And they didn’t want to do
anything to heal them. Stupid humans…they didn’t know that losing
a soul meant becoming demons.
“You didn’t read his file, did you?”
Nolan chuckled at his own words. He knew I didn’t. “You should
probably start reading files, Claire. It would save you plenty of
time.”
“Thanks for the advice, Nolan. Maybe
one day I will follow it.”
I took Alan’s hand in mine and tried to
feel his soul. I was good at feeling souls. Not every angel could do
that. It was one of my angelic powers that I had been trying to
perfect every day, for the last seven centuries of my existence. And
with every passing day I could tell more and more about the souls I
was guarding.
“He is a good person,” I said,
knowing that Nolan was still there with us. Every time I tried to
feel someone’s soul, it felt like sinking into the depths of
multicolored oceans, where every single word, action and thought had
its own shade.
“I
told you,” he said, and I smiled; my best
friend
liked being right.
I let go of Alan’s hand and breathed a
sigh of relief. Guarding good people was always easier. Demons
couldn’t get to their souls, and fighting them was as simple as
anything.
I was good at fighting demons. They
didn’t stand a chance with me. Especially when I was guarding
children. They were like little angels to me, and I always felt sorry
for the couples that couldn’t have them. It felt like the worst
curse ever.
My new assignment wasn’t a child
anymore, but something about him wasn’t right. His soul was too
fragile and sensitive. Not a regular picture of a man’s soul. Maybe
I should have read his file after all?…
“Hey…Claire, you okay?” Nolan
asked.
“Yeah, I’m fine,” I replied
absently, still watching the guy on the bed. “How old is he?”
“Will turn twenty-five next week.”
Even with the dark-purple bruises all
over his face and a swollen lip Alan looked much younger than his
real age. I couldn’t say the same about his soul. If I didn’t
know it belonged to him, I would say it was a soul of an
eighty-year-old man. Suddenly I wanted to know what happened to make
him get old too soon.
“Read the file, Claire,” Nolan said,
as if reading my mind. “I need to go now, but if you need anything,
call me, okay?”
I
nodded and the fallen angel disappeared. He was always saying the
same thing, “Call
me, if you need me.” And
we both knew that he would never be able to help me if I actually
needed help. We played for different teams.
Copyright @ 2013, Diana Nixon
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degree and speaks several foreign languages, including English,
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